I....Admit.

This is a confession. I'm not sure if you are going to see this but I have to admit something to you. something I really should have said to you the last time we were face to face but... well.. my pride meant more than my happiness and someone else was in the picture.. and there are alot of things I know I have to explain. But ....


I need you.


Really like there have been many days without thoughts of you and many days filled with thoughts.. I have many issues unresolved and part of my issues are with you.

I need you.

Like I need you on nights where its a nice breeze and the sky sits still in darkness.
I need you to smile at me and just talk... well I talk and you listen then help me come to conclusion. I need you to hug me tight and say everything will work it's self out. You said I always get myself into wild things... taht I admit today before everyone.. and I'm tired.

Yeah I'm tired...

Sick of dealing with half assed emotions... one day I'm in love the next I'm not.. the next I don't need love .. the next I seek it... I'm tired of it all...and I give the fuck up already..

I need you to come get me...

Like right now and just end this all...
End it all now...


But you probably won't even see this nor even know if I'm talking about you.

I could only hope by some stroke of luck you will read this...

One day soon....

And maybe then it won't be too late...