HE. Part 3

He came to me RANDOM AS FUCK!
I was with another in a failing relationship and said... fuck it!
He was something wild... sex.drugs.money.power.
Highschool chicks love some thugs...
but he was not a thug... he was a man after cash to support his little girl when biz got slow moving REAL bricks.. so why not just move other types of bricks and stay in the biz of construction...

Well... he was something new. I would be on a train or in a cab or in his truck going to a night out on the town.. laughing joking.. loving life.. and it was then I noticed...

I was happy again....

Happy?
Me?

With this wild child?
WTF!
lol.

Yeah with HE I was happy.... and his little girl was cute too....

Movies. Dinner. Good sex.
And even though he didn't write poetry.. he would listen to every poem I wrote till we both fell asleep on the phone...or until I fell asleep in his arms...

but....
biz started picking up and runs were made...
calls became few due to his line of work...
leaving me with money in my hand.. and a head full of worries that I may never see him again...

3 months go by...
winter pass...
spring bringing me blooms and I still wonder where in the FUCK did he go and why have he not really been around? what did I do? Why?

and when I gave up all hope....

a familiar hello and come down stairs met my eardrums causing me to drop everything I was doing and run for my life into that arms of a man I've been mising for so long....

comfort...

then rage because he had left me...

(see yet again.. the abandonment thing pops up)

we kiss we make up and I wake up to his smiles...

happy again...

Baby.. I'm gone for month
Ok
Hey baby I'll be gone for 2 weeks
Ok
I'll be gone..

was all I would hear
and I was young.. lots of lust and never really though about that fact that this was a GROWN MAN and grown man that took interest in me but had a major flaw...

he loved the game more than he loved me because he loved the money and the smile he could put on his baby girl face.

Being a chick who can't settle for less
(since less was never given from start)
The next time he took a trip down south...
I made sure I was nowhere o be found again...
leaving those happy moments in the past.. to be unhappy for another 2 years...

until..
well
I met
The One.