My Story

I told you I was no good.
I was just another chick...another girl in this world
wandering.. trying to fin my own way...still searching.

Hmmm...I told you I was no good.
Like no good in the way where I rot out brains
Funny.. cause candy rots teeth.. go figure huh?

I never wanted to hurt you at all...but I knew me
and I knew that one day like always I would hurt you to the point where you will forever hate me and everything that I was...

Yeah I know it hurts... painful burning and shit like that.

But you was not a saint kid. So stop it...
Stop with the whole tears down cheeks I'm forever lost without you act because you really not lost without and shouldn't be if you were found in the first place.

I'm sorry... really..

No matter how much I say it though it don't matter right?

Yeah I know I'm not bleeding fro the heart publicly enough for you to really see that I'm sorry so hey... I'm a bitch for that..

Let me be that then...
I'll be this bad guy for as long as you want for me to be...
maybe one day you can see that I did care and still care even still think about you but the problem is.. we
are not meant to be anything more than friends and we proved that. You want more.. need more.. .require much more but hey I can't give you that right now because I'm not willing to try again. I'm not willing to act like a lover towards you knowing I can't do it kid.... really....

but you can't see that so hey... its whatever.