The Beach.

I went to the beach.
Alone... by choice.
I could have had people with me but something told me go alone.

This was the reason...

While sitting on the shore watching the tide come back and fourth washing over my feet... hearing children at play laughing and giggling... watch adults become kids again.. and old people hold hands walking along semi wet sand...


I didn't feel a void of being alone...
Infact I found another piece to my happiness puzzle...

See sometimes you just gotta do for you to make yourself happy.
Not be guilt into thinking you are selfish because you are not sharing every aspect of life with another.. but to have certain things that you do... that identifies you as you.

Ok I get the whole.. mesh as one to become something stronger than what you were alone and apart.. but there are things that you will do alone that will keep you grounded.. .not allowing you to lose yourself in everything thats going on...

you are still you... but working as a unit.

So as I jumped in the water and made some beach buddies I was me.
Just me.. loving my day out in the world

And no longer feeling alone.

Yups... yall see that.. thats a step towards happiness :)