Within My Deepest Thoughts

Not a poem but a thought I wanted to share.

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We stand up for what we believe in
Yet like toy soldiers we get
Hurt
Burned
Left on this battle field of love to just drag our slumped bodies
Across to a safe spot to gain a second of thought
Before being attacked again by
Feeling, emotions, drama, haters
Man we surely go through it all as women
Stand here on the front lines like always
I'm fighting... but sometimes I wonder
What the fuck for?
If I'm not fighting for myself then why for another in the heat of the night
Tears and pain felt for too many nights
Too many problems randomly popping up
And I have no way to control them
Looked around many bodies are littered across the vast field of doom
With labels of how they fell to their demise
Love , lust,depression
You name it and a woman has died for it
And like the Queens we are
We stand next to our Kings tall
Head strong because without us there will be no them
But what happens when he disappears in the middle of the quest for happiness
We are then forced to:
Struggle with children created by abandoned sperm donors
Forced to act out of our character and do things God never intended us to do
Work two jobs and balance a check book
Play Mother and Father and support ourselves emotionally
Just to survive alone in this world
And I cannot wake another day with this heavy hearted bullshit
I wanna rise
Rise above all the bullshit and drama that we face everyday
Ladies I'm feeling like Mary right now
Just broken again and wounded
But yet even in my darkest hour I wanna rise
Even in my slow demise I want you to rise with me
So let's walk together and then maybe
For a change
We can overcome the war.

Laters.