In The Pursuit Of Happiness (Continued)

I'm on that path.
There are people around me now that I trust way more. People who love me for me.
They know my life not the greatest and know about my heath and all that shit but.. they still love me and wouldn't change me for the world.

I think when you really understand that you have power to change but become ok with who you are you gain an ounce more of that sunshine within you. So... I'm going to stop the whole stay to myself thing.. .I'm going out with those who have known me and know I should be around family and in a loving environment instead of being anti social me.

It's about time I fly again..
putting emotion baggage don't and not feel responsible for it.. allows you to enjoy so much...
I'm going to the beach later on this week just to chill out and not do nothing more than writ something. Alone. But... at peace.

I attempted last night to understand something thats in that past.
Something that was causing unhappiness. but I thoughts about it.... why go back to whatever it was that was making me unhappy.
Talking about it.. got me nowhere due to unwillingnesses to listen and fronts so
fuck it...

I gotta do me and live for me.. not everyone else.
I gotta another story on that but .. .thats the next blog.

Live.Life.Love.