David Fucking Banner.

Ok...I've had something for this wild man since he was bigger and more crazy acting.
He has slowly turned into a gentleman.... and a fucking freak!
I mean ... maybe I like wild guys a bit much?
he was cute from jump and someone I would have fucked.. but like yo... now... nigga been looking so right... good lawds...
ok.. so he has a new song.. and I'm not in love with it... album coming out soon!

I'm getting that asap
If this just a sample.. nigga really expanding all over

*shakes rump and thinks about the song Play and then...takes a shower or something*


wait this post not done....
you i'm all for not sounding like a ho an shit.. .and I know.. song is like.. raunchy...
BUT O MY MOTHERFUCKING GREAT LORD...NIGGA SAID HANDS ON NECK PULLING HAIR AND SLAPPING...
OK... I'M DONE.. .SO FUCKING DONE!

Hold up... ok so the song where he say that is called A Girl

but wait... nigga got a song called BAN
son... listen to it on immem
shit it funny...

The Antics Of Candice And X

I missed her much.
But this bitch not al there like me people..
Don't get it twisted!


crystal

well anyway...

icanonlybecandice

yo

crystal

make my profile kewllllllll

icanonlybecandice

my koolaid

crystal

lmao

koolaidddddd


icanonlybecandice

TASTE AWESOME

crystal

i wansome

icanonlybecandice

NOPES

nigga tell me what yo u want me to do to it

gimmie info and it will be set up

crystale

i want u to make it kewllllllllll

like kewlllllllllllll people shitttttttttt

like kewwwwwwwwwwwl

icanonlybecandice

loser

crystal

awesomeeeeeeeeee

icanonlybecandice

monkey

crystal

ass clown

i wanna have the links like u got on urs

like u can click and go to gs myspace ur page

allat

i want music

icanonlybecandice

nigga

crystal

and pictures

and midgets dancing

icanonlybecandice

GIMMIE THE LOGIN INFO

SO I CAN DO THIS NOW

HOOKER SLUT

crystal

dick flipper

icanonlybecandice

WTF?

crystal

u can get me the midgets dancing?

across the screen

lmao

icanonlybecandice

NIGGA WTF IS WITH YOU AND MIDGETS


crystal

with shitty boots on

icanonlybecandice

yooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ima post this in the blog

crystal

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE MIDGETS

icanonlybecandice

son

crystal

wat

icanonlybecandice

wtf?

crystal

lmao

huh



I finally have proof!

AND NO CECIL DONT EVEN SAY SHE LIKE MIDGETS LIKE MY ASS ILL KILL YOU!
Even though Lil Wayne midget dance is cute...

A Convo With K.

I was told to post this.....
I guess this nigga gotta have a say in it all too.
Somehow he thinks this will..hlp me se clearer"
Personaly I think the nigga still sleep
Just sleep talking.

Half sleep... with the look of what the fuck on his face
With tears in my eyes and just drained from trying to prove myself yet again to another person on this earth that I care.. but can't fake the funk like they want me to...

He said words to me that made the most sense.

K said: You were most happy when she was around....her decision is her decision
but if she knew anything about you....she would have known you wouldn't take this
laying down. Everything you feel is right.. along with everyone else feelings.. no one is wrong and thats the madness about this. However...Candice you don't take alot of shit from many... and a cold heart will do that. Warm up and think it.

Warm up?
Seems like everyone I tend to trust.. somehow...
let's me down.This is like....a cycle... I think someone is this way.. expect this and that from them.. and WHAM! Road block.... never to recover fast.
Took 3 years for me and Reese to talk about shit.
I have zero tolerance. I know I'm wrong for it. Dead wrong about it too.
I hurt niggas I love after they laugh or make me out to be the fucking dummy/asshole.
Yeah I do that...
but when I beleive something....
with all my heart K...
You should know by now...I can't bend easy....its a trait given from my grandmother.
A good and bad one.
See I see things for what they are and can be.... not for what I wanna see it as.
If it's black and white.. why the fuck would I attempt to point out colors?!?

Sometimes i give to much of me

K: Sometimes you don't give enough

But when I give it my all and find it back in my face then what?

K: Well then you either leave or.. stay..... ya choice.

But what happens when people don't wanna let you be with that. They way YOU can handle it?

K: Just like they made a decision... they will have to accept yours in the long run.

And if they don't?

K: Then I guess they are just as wrong as you then and need to think again about that before coming to you in hopes to change ya mind. People are cretures of habits and if they are used to certain things then other things taht make sense to tohers really wouldn't to them. Just like you hate cinnamon flavored anything... I love that shit you hate it.. you accept that I like it and taht you hate it...vice versa.. thats how most issues in life must be resolved.. its not just a one way thing.. it must be both ways or nothing will settle on solid ground

Nigga...

K:Nah don't nigga me... just real talk. Now who read this blog?

The main suspects.

K: is that X link?

Yes

K: X you remember me? If not... I'll slap you sideways with a troll and then throw pickle juice on ya nipple while leaving you butt naked in the forest.
And if you didn't know who I was then.. you should know now :)


X....
I'm sorry he told me to make sure I leave that part there.
:(

I Still Feel The Same

I moved the blog. Off this shit.
Still feel every way I said.. but on some real.
If what I say is some delusional wild crazy shit...why care?
Go be happy because thats something... I was fighting for.
have a nice life.

This goes for you and the wife.
Real talk.

Your Relationship Issues (Solved In A Blog)

Yeah I'm speaking on relationships. So if this sound like yours... it most likey [yes I say likey not likely] is about YOUR relationship and how I think you should go about this.
No I'm not telling you to do this. But if this can give you a form of insight.. and save what you have... save a love many quest for. then listen up please.


Couple 1:

I'll start with
You....
See after every ounce of love that has been shown.. for some reason you can't see that she loves you dearly. The extremes that she has went to to prove you are that nigga to her.. are far more than any woman on earth that I have ever seen. Ok granted she looking a little suspect right now and things may seem wild in the hood right about now...but can you really blame her. How much time have you really spent with her? She has to cuddle a pillow and whisper to its feathers as if it was you. Think about it... I mean after all this time...with the little time spent.. you really think she don't get lonely. At all?!? I mean shit she looking more and more like a fool with every passing day waiting for Prince Charming to come along and ave her day.A pretty face not finna be all a chick can dream about.Yeah I know you taking a lost too.. people think you crazy but they wouldn't if you made that effort. The outcome will be like another relationship I'm writing about in this very same blog. And yeah Miss.. you looking suspect right now but I get it... things happen... but if you really doing ya dirt.. tell him please. and if not .. he should love you enough to believe you. In this case the only thing that will fix this relationship will be: Putting in the actually time. Distance is killing you two slowly.
And thats my take on that relationship.
Thank me later.

Couple 2:

Ok now you...
YEAH YOU!
Look.. she loves you. Even after everything.. she loves you.. even after every dog, ho and everything else called by you and her to you... she loves you. Do you love her? Or think it just sounds right to be in love with her after all this time put in? You do love her.... well then you know what need to be done.. its exactly what you told me would fix everything. The time is now.. not later.. because prolong this shit.. and you will lose her all together. Do you want a relationship... or just a safety net? Do you really wanna do this or its just good to have the attention? lease.. I'm begging you to do this... make that woman smile. Trust.. she will be more than willing to make you smile when you have done so.And lady look you just gotta chill sometimes. I get you.. don't think I don't but sometimes silence is golden and the more quiet you get the more shit he will open his mouth about. And the only reason why "little things" keep getting picked at.... is because yall avoid the bigger things and all that is going to happen is that its going to build... and then randomly crumble. And NO it will not all be ONE persons fault ... it will be both parties this time. The way to fix this relationship: Do that damn thing already man... you don't have shit else to do.. damn nigga! distance is killing you two slowly..but along with pride and extra bullshit.

And thats that on yall asses.


Couple 3:

Next!

Ok son... you.. man you... are just.. man...
Look.. she was playing you this whole time. Like dead ass....no respect at all. And guess what thats what happens when you are so focused into loving someone. I know love of your life apple of your eye and truth be told everything was fine... until.. he CAME along and fucked shit up. Yeah.. FUCKED shit up. You need to just let it go all together and dip. You are a better man than that and I know it all too fucking well. She.. well she just need to admit that she got tired of clutching pillows every night alone. Be real and let you know that waiting for you didn't work and attention was needed beyond the strength of love. The flesh gets weak and I mean I understand I cheat my ass off when I feel the need to also. But hell i mean.. she just need to let you be because you are more than wiling to share your life with her.. and she tripping because she know she wrong as shit. let her be wrong and alone ... or... well.. not alone but you get my take on this shit. Fixing this one.. well if she really want love and happiness she would tell you what the deal is and let you choose for yourself what you wanna do.. I don't see a happy ending though. Distance KILLED yall and someone head got gassed suddenly about looks and now thing they too hot for nigga these days.



Couple 4:

And you...well you..
You just don't get that fact that she needs more than a man who's always bitching about something. Every damn day.. bitching about something. How can she even find a man in you when you acting like a fucking bitch. What happens when she has a bad day.? Who can she run to? There is a reason why she don't tel you much anymore how can she even think you can handle a damn thing when you ALWAYS BITCHING BOUT SOMETHING. Damn we all go through alot of shit in life.. but I mean if it ain't one thing.. its another and its all because you my dear.. are a push over. Not a man.. a push over. Soft Charmin... [I mean this with the most respect].There is something that she has to tell you though and I'm sure when you hear it. you not finna like it one bit. I guess throwing the other nigga she left really got to her over time. I guess the bullshit she kept telling you to quit.. didn't stop fast enough. And chick.. yeah you a fucked up chick.. but hey.. wasn't you always from the get go? You were wrong for let in that man sit around and love you o so much and not return that love fully.. knowing.. deep down.. the unresolved issue.. was that other cat from way back that you recently can't seem to not think of. Yeah.. mentally cheating as I call it. How to fix this: Chick you need to figure out what the fuck you want and who you want because shit... and the end of the day.. at the rate you going you finna have no one.. and he.. well he need to grow a backbone and be the man he once was. Distance is not a factor.. a confused heart is.



And i think thats all that relationships I have an opinion on... now... .I know.. many of yall finna be mad.. but I never said ya name nor do others know who I was talking about. so be the fuck easy in my box and comments with stuff or else you will give yourself away to others.



thanks :)

I....Admit.

This is a confession. I'm not sure if you are going to see this but I have to admit something to you. something I really should have said to you the last time we were face to face but... well.. my pride meant more than my happiness and someone else was in the picture.. and there are alot of things I know I have to explain. But ....


I need you.


Really like there have been many days without thoughts of you and many days filled with thoughts.. I have many issues unresolved and part of my issues are with you.

I need you.

Like I need you on nights where its a nice breeze and the sky sits still in darkness.
I need you to smile at me and just talk... well I talk and you listen then help me come to conclusion. I need you to hug me tight and say everything will work it's self out. You said I always get myself into wild things... taht I admit today before everyone.. and I'm tired.

Yeah I'm tired...

Sick of dealing with half assed emotions... one day I'm in love the next I'm not.. the next I don't need love .. the next I seek it... I'm tired of it all...and I give the fuck up already..

I need you to come get me...

Like right now and just end this all...
End it all now...


But you probably won't even see this nor even know if I'm talking about you.

I could only hope by some stroke of luck you will read this...

One day soon....

And maybe then it won't be too late...

Love[Too Much]

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My love cups runneth over
over indulging within Him
He loves me aplenty
a plenty too much-- much too
many mornings more than I
...
Me never loving equally
inadequately receiving good graces of He
He graces stages set on broken hearts
Hearts still being broken patch worked to still tick
never was officially fixed by temporary bliss
bliss within his kiss-- endless amounts expelled
soul compelled to tell tales like I Love You's
pacifying reciprocal hungers
...
but all along
...
a long road to my recovery had to be
traveled alone to rediscover me
&
His love
was just
too much...