I've been using this drug for months
And now no effect
No change
No happiness
No joy
Just empty thoughts and harsh reality
Something isn't right.....
Now thinking that it was a faze I upped the dosage
Took mass amounts with one swallow
I was brave
Yet not a single ounce of escape for me
Dear lord what the hell have I done
I look in the mirror and can't tell who it is
Cleaned the mirror and still can barely find myself
Bags under my eyes
Hair is unmade
And my only thought is for another hit
Just a touch off that good ish
That overseas right to my door hit a chick in the head and see stars type ish
I begin to tear through the house
Looking for something to give in exchange for you
Old photos of us smiling
Teddy bears you won for me
A movie stub from the first date
The blood soaked t-shit from when you struck me down
The condom you used on that girl last night
I forgive you baby
where the hell will I find another supplier?
When will I feel once again?
Just give me a damn hit
Please
Just another hit
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