Internet Lockdown

Yeah.. I'm locking down on the net right about now. I will not be around to watch yall and your wild antics that tend to transpire.
I shall be out and about and away.
Need me?
Ask Cat how to contact me or call me yaself. Other than that.. I'm off!

Ya Fat Fuck!

Listen nothing against the big boys
but I be fucking damned just because I'm a big bitch...
yall finna think this fat bitch want a fat nigga.

Nah a nigga thats stocky... like solid thick
that damn he like a brick house type dudes...
I've always been in love with..
not the niggas with all the cuts type
but the chicks know the ones I'm talking about...
yall cool with me...

but yall nassy ass
blobs of massive proportions with no form of shape what so ever looking like
a set of discombobulated tires stacked high

yall sicken me so....

yall always wanna be in my FUCKING FACE SMELLING LIKE A PACK OF HOTLINKS
talking about I'm sexy

If you dont keep ya ole rolly polly humpty dumpty I'm just fat because I got a gland problem and was smaller once but never really was small sitting on a love seat looking like a loveseat two seats in the movie theater taking shake and bake loving deep fried apple eating diet coke drinking I'm trying to watch my figure yet only watching it get wider ass
out my face

I'm going to one day tell you about yourself.
Real fucking talk.
I mean ok you fat I get it.. but don't think just because I'm fat I want someone fatter than me on top of me trying to fuck and sucking up all the fucking air in the damn room.

Can I please breathe?

Nah yall always wanna try that "You hating on ya own kind" BULLSHIT!

No nigga I'm not..
what I'm saying is that you shouldn't be 100 bls fatter than me talking about I'm going to blow ya back out.

Nigga you wouldn't even get pass the fucking foreplay... because you would collapse from a heart attack or rupture a lung from all the damn excitement.

Yes I'm not a small chick myself and that some men will feel the same way about me
hence why I stay in my lane and not even TRY to be in EVERY CUTE NIGGA FACE BECAUSE I know that I'm not everyone preference.
I'm confidant but not stupid and everyone
not comfy with fat asses SO WHY WILL I TRY TO FORCE IT ON SOMEONE?
That shit is not cool.. yet.... still...you fat fucks try me on all the wrong days.
learn from this blog please... there are other women like me...
and they may not be as nice to warn you.


Candice.

I Um...Miss You

I know its just something off beat and out there to say to you but I um.. miss you kid.
like really it's like something missing... a part of me just somewhere out there. Nah not in the you are a part of me and we are one thoughts but in the damn someone I generally care about is away and darn it I miss that guy

that guy...

with the great convo that makes me smile from time to time showing me that even in the eve of disaster rainbow tend to break through clouds every now and then.

Yeah I miss you and still play "that" song everyday because hey.
It's dope!
And well I miss you and hope that everything is fine and that you are safe.

Meanwhile enough of this mushy type stuff.


http://www.gspoetry.com/thinking-emotions-poems-262753.html

Stale[mate]?

Sometimes we need to cool it.
Sometimes even when we want for someone to get what we think should come to them RIGHT NOW we can't force it.

But we try...
and because we try
we play a hand in the Devil's grand design to continue to spread misery and pain.
I know that I have done it countless times and this is a trait that I'm trying to annihilate but how can you really see that there is a problem f you think its not a problem?

Ok.. granted I'm all for trying to do a nigga in after I'm wronged and yeah niggas play games to show out
but where does the games end?

What about the parties involved?
The emotions stirred. he tears cried... the sorrys said.. the hate brewed


what the fuck is i all for when in the end shit finna fall apart anyways
and no one really ends up being the winner.

What happens when there's a silent checkmate?

A checkmate neither players are even willing to admit.
No more pawns.rooks. nothing.
King and Queen
face to face

now technically the Queen would win with some power moves but we are talking about an actual relationship yo... so don't even think of claiming a victory... but anyways

where the victory in making sure someone get's whats coming to them before the time is right?

What if by you putting all the effort in shit indeed change fate
and place a bounty on your happiness?

I'll leave it on that note till I come back to this thought.

Even When I Away.....

Blog was removed due to new information stating nothing was to involve me.
I will only hope thats the truth.
And will say nothing more.

I Took A Walk

Went on some interviews today and decided as a New Yorker it's only right that I take a walk over the bridge once. You know just take a walk and clear my head over the bridge and just enjoy the view I normally look at through train car windows. So I tok this walk with my head high and feeling pretty darn good about myself.

It's a nice walk.

I noticed a woman walking by with a 9-11 shirt on... her head hung low and look like she was crying a bit. Didn't bother to ask because while I'm just happy to walk and be alive.. she walking in the name of a fallen soul.

Damn... crazy right?


Meanwhile..
I saw this old lady today and though about my grandmother. She had a presence about her.. a gentle soul... you can tel she was a mother of at least more than 2 kids because the way she glowed. Very polite and even noticed that I fell asleep on the bus and made sure to wake me before my stop. I thanked her kindly. You don't find people like that everyday...

I wonder if my granny told her to wake me.

Catalina!!! Memo Of Geighness.

So I'ma need yall to understand that the other working half of the
law and order crew.. Catalina....is over there geighing it all up!
when I mean gay.. its so gay it need to be spelled different to geigh to elongate the geigh part about it.
Over there dancing in rain drop and shit.
Ole I'ma sit in the grass and pic flowers playing he loves me he love me not ass chick.

HOW WERE SUPPOSE TO BE PIMPING DOING SUCH NONSENSE LIKE THIS?!?

HOW CAT?

Why Cat.. why....man.... this not right.. and I'm sorry that I have to do this publicly but I must take your card back.

Yes the cane too... you are a sad excuse for a pimp these days loving these "hos"
and ish.. its reckless and us pimps don't condone such behavior.


Therefore it pains me much to say... your playa card has been revoked.

*cuts Cat's card up*

I'm very sure you know the procedure to attain this card again but please this time....
TRY TO KEEP IT FOR MORE THAN 2 WEEKS YOU FOOL I BE DAMNED I HAVE TO DO THIS SHIT TO YOU AGAIN!

Thank you.

Geighlord.