I Took A Walk

Went on some interviews today and decided as a New Yorker it's only right that I take a walk over the bridge once. You know just take a walk and clear my head over the bridge and just enjoy the view I normally look at through train car windows. So I tok this walk with my head high and feeling pretty darn good about myself.

It's a nice walk.

I noticed a woman walking by with a 9-11 shirt on... her head hung low and look like she was crying a bit. Didn't bother to ask because while I'm just happy to walk and be alive.. she walking in the name of a fallen soul.

Damn... crazy right?


Meanwhile..
I saw this old lady today and though about my grandmother. She had a presence about her.. a gentle soul... you can tel she was a mother of at least more than 2 kids because the way she glowed. Very polite and even noticed that I fell asleep on the bus and made sure to wake me before my stop. I thanked her kindly. You don't find people like that everyday...

I wonder if my granny told her to wake me.

Catalina!!! Memo Of Geighness.

So I'ma need yall to understand that the other working half of the
law and order crew.. Catalina....is over there geighing it all up!
when I mean gay.. its so gay it need to be spelled different to geigh to elongate the geigh part about it.
Over there dancing in rain drop and shit.
Ole I'ma sit in the grass and pic flowers playing he loves me he love me not ass chick.

HOW WERE SUPPOSE TO BE PIMPING DOING SUCH NONSENSE LIKE THIS?!?

HOW CAT?

Why Cat.. why....man.... this not right.. and I'm sorry that I have to do this publicly but I must take your card back.

Yes the cane too... you are a sad excuse for a pimp these days loving these "hos"
and ish.. its reckless and us pimps don't condone such behavior.


Therefore it pains me much to say... your playa card has been revoked.

*cuts Cat's card up*

I'm very sure you know the procedure to attain this card again but please this time....
TRY TO KEEP IT FOR MORE THAN 2 WEEKS YOU FOOL I BE DAMNED I HAVE TO DO THIS SHIT TO YOU AGAIN!

Thank you.

Geighlord.

The 11th Huh?

It's the 11th...
a day in history
that niggas won't even let scared families try to forget.

They dwell and drag out the horror
that people had to go through.

They continue to play clips of people jumping out of buildings
trying to find a way to live
only to jump to their death unwillingly.

Mass media using fear as tactics
to remind use that we are never really safe
within our own doors because our government are pussies
playing hide and fuck it we gave up seeking for Osama.

We found oil.
Fuck lives that paid cost higher than current gas prices.

Yes it's the 11th.
Yet again I'm reminded of the burned flesh smell
lingering within black clouds of doom.

Yes.
It's the 11th.
Yet again I'm reminded that my heart
dropped down faster than the towers crumbled
thinking I would never see my father ever again

Thinking...
i'd never see my father again

Praying...
wishing to run into the streets
being held back by security guards
trying to secure me

Secure me?

SECURE?!?

How can we be secure
if planes can be hijacked
in mid air
crashed into twin giants
and successfully bring a whole country
to a stand still?

It's the 11th
Yeah same day where birthday wishes for
a friend became funeral for her mother

The 11th
Where brave firefighters who sacrificed lungs
now cough up blood because HMO act just like that


homo


Yeah it's the 11th today...

So I'm not listening to the radio
nor turning on my TV

I'm calling my father to tell him I love him
yet again
and then


and then



continuing living...

Peacefully.

I was playing this song...
thought about something you said and cracked a smile
randomly just thinking about little things

See little things matter the most to me.
Men don't normally get that though...

Just noticing small changes within me or about me
show that you are showing a great deal of interest
and thats something that always a plus to me
even thought i don't think I really interest you much like that
but it's cute to think of it randomly ya know
like a little gift given to me that I can use over an over for smiles
and pick me ups when my day seems a bit off.

Yeah...
it's a nice thing that you do kid.
I only wish I could provide you with that same feeling every now and then
I would be so proud and happy.

Maybe I do and you just don't tell me because you are some secretive
in the shadows type dude wishing to play it cool
trying to figure my complex crazy ass out

maybe I just don't and need to work harder at letting you know
that as a friend...
I wanna make this more of a give and take type thing
giving you that feeling that i get anytime context clues
are left around for me like specially made Candice bread crumbs
i wanna leave you some bread crumbs too :(
because
you make me smile
& thats something that comes pretty rare
but then again you are a rare breed
so what else could I really expect.

Hmmmm..... you might read this...
then again you might not...
still nice for me to get this out of my system and go on about my day
humming that song and breathing peacefully.

Iysis....My Big Ass Cat...

I just wana share something with yall people.


My cat name is Iysis.
She's pretty much a thug.
The bitch sits on my fucking keyboard and pushes shit
Doesn't like the look of her litter box but uses it...
and damn there fucked up the male cat from upstairs
She likes to try to sit on my fucking head
and refuses eat her tuna right now
and has also attacked my vodka bottle....
I think she trying to tell me something
:(

I swear.. she's a bitch....
but I love her though!

[insert heart]


Yeah shes a fucking thug son.....
And this bitch took over my computer area...
there fore now I must relocate my comp....
because Iysis has marked her territory.
She's pretty much more bad ass then most you fuckers.


Pics to come soon.

Oh Hips Hurt [Labor Day]

So today was the holiday Candice loves to celebrate.

And its was ok.
I mean every year now they find another way to ruin ya mood but hey... its the biggest parade in the city.... they hate hard!

So ok I got drunk and was taking pics.. dancing up the road and shit... ran into some sexy men...and not so sexy men... ctfu.

Niggas had motherfucking paint and smearing it onto each others bodies and shit. Man I just don't get it!

I was waiting for the Hot97 float.....


and guess what every other float was blah...
aint that a bitch...

it was alot less floats this year also.

Ok so... we get to the Hot97 float and BAM pushing and shit because the damn Haitian and the Jamaicans are fight for room.. since they kept stopping floats and shit.
So after watching Nene shake and shimmy all over the Haitian float we made way to Movado and them.... niggas had the fucking place hype.I ran into me ex Reggie.. and found out my lover can ACTUALLY DANCE..... man I was like WTF! *slaps head* He was the best dance I had the whole time... maybe is because we knew each other and all.. or maybe because he knows how to move.. i dunno but FUCK it was nice. We were good for a while till someone was random pinching Nene's butt for no reason (mind you at this time we were in the back just walking0 and she spazzed on a nigga! ctfu!

Next event was not a funny one... someone pulled out a gun.. didn't shoot though.
Still nigas got so shook everyone stampede over the barricades. I lost Nene by this time and had to thug it out for self.

After that it was all peace and love and good tunes and random dances with more black men.

awesome I tell you people...

always awesome to end summer with a bang....
just not one to ya dome.

lol.


Goodbye Summer :(

Pic soon come.

Rant: WHY THE FUCK WAS THE BAJAN TRUCK SO FUCKING WACK AND WE HAD KROSFYAH ON IT?

BARBADOS

GET ON YA FUCKING JOB AND GET RUPEE HIGH YELLOW SEXY BAJAN ASS BACK ON THE FUCKING FLOAT BEFORE I COME KILL YALL NAGGERS.

IM NOT PLAYING!

Carribean City!

Yo... I never went to this club everyone claims is so bad and ish due to the fact it was in the hood. So ok... it was 10 bucks for a party that will not end till 6 in the morning. I mean think about it.. it's NYC an its Labor Day weekend... 10bucks for a party that's getting broadcast on the radio.

So we get in there and its not that many people yet.. (it's 12) and I'm introduced to Nen's friends. I met one before.... the others no... but one that caught my eyes was this sexy Trini man with long dreds... it this his name was Kevin. Still in here his name will be Sexy Trini Man.

So I'm cursing him because he is Trini and they are like kyptonite to my soul.. and he... got me :( Man he was like a ninja... as soon as I thought I was safe...he would pop up with them sexy ass hips and tear my ass up. GOD! It was aswesome.. Dancing with everyone and having fun. I didn't drink because I was already drinking fro mthe day before so I was like still in a zone.

It was wall to wall antics... people smoking filling the club with weed smoke.. drink getting spilled and ghetto... partly dressed hoes.

I mean really when I can see the line where ya booty cheeks meet.... its a little to short of a dress girl. Then on top of that.... these chicks weren't even getting danced with. I was a little shocked you would think niggas would wanna dance with them.. nah... they left them alone.

Overall.. best party I ever when to for Labor Day... I came home to my bed and smiles.

Yo Sexy Trini man must be seen not drunk so I can get the full effect for him. I think I wanna be he friend. He pretty!

lol.